You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

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Taurus - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad.
You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice.
Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak.

Your negative traits:
Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships.
If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander...
You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset.

Your ideal partner:
Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you.
Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave.
A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart.

Your dating style:
Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant.

Your seduction style:
Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy.
Traditional: you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either.
Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time.

Tips for the future:
Be willing to change your mind. Who you think is the love of your life may be very wrong for you.
Try listening to your mate. While your stubborn streak is hard to break, sometimes your partner knows best.
Lighten up! The first months of a relationship should be about fun, not intentions.

Best color to attract mate: Pale blue

Best day for a date: Friday

this dependency is intimidating, to the extent that it becomes disheartening.

the anguish, despondency and distress. neurosis? so foreboding.
the very act of self-agonizing triggered off by qualms about several uncertainties. beyond apprehension? very likely. the perplexity and vexation, beyond comprehension.

the provocation was both tormenting and torturing. the attempt to displease and perturb rendered incitement so very negatively. there's a chance in owing it to undesigned intentions, but it was no doubt inadvertent.

this pill is so bitter - filled with knocks, dissatisfaction and discontent. the very state of discomfiture, the dejection and dismay. so often misguided.

these days i often find myself being left alone to face everything with disbelief.


the balled
pulp of your heart
confronts its small
mills of silence

there's so much running through my mind now and it feels like i'm being caught in a whirpool, just spinning spinning and spinning. is there ever an end to this rollercoaster ride?

the want to leave and put unresolved issues in the past often results in deeper misunderstandings during the most inapproriate times. seems to me that certain misperceptions can never be corrected and deep impressions formed can never be altered. stagnant mindsets. seemingly annoying.

when something detestable hits you right smack in the face, there's no choice but to accept it. you look around to see if there're any alternatives, but you're back at square one in the end cause there's absolutely no way out. you're trapped by the same old four walls. you loathe it. the contempt is stinging, yet there's no room for resistance.

what's the point of escaping from reality? it's only a matter of time you return to the same point. there were times when i had choices, but right now even the least bit of hope is being consumed by fear.

you have no idea how much i hate this.

haven't updated in ages. smell the rust already.

at many times i just feel like i'm being pushed into a small, dark corner. negative thoughts then never fail to flood my mind. its times like these when i begin to feel that, or even come upon the realization that - the more you want something, the more you won't get it.

i struggle sometimes to achieve what i want, but more than often i see myself not quite getting it. and when i say struggle, it really is a damned struggle. perhaps its the approach, it just ain't right. right/wrong - merely such a thin line drawn, yet the difference is so vast. actually there ain't no right/wrong, its just how one perceives things.

through this very struggle and process, many new things may be learnt. personally, i do not deny this. ultimately if you still don't get what you had struggled so hard for in the first place, wouldn't there be feelings of bitterness? its only humane to encompass selfish inclinations, thus the main concern would be one's self. feelings and emotions can end up so intensified, even beyond recognition, when everything else fails.

when failure hits you that's probably the end of it. no more trying cause you don't fuckin gain anything. this is also the reason why most people want to stop trying.

the more you want something, chances are the more you won't get it. hah fuck pessimists?

i miss nat. i miss chi, glad she's coming back tomorrow.

i miss you.